Lily found herself in a state of disappointment and confusion regarding Caleb Halliday. She had a strong dislike for him due to his rude and arrogant demeanor, as well as his questionable intentions. Despite her feelings, she couldn't understand why she continued to engage with him.
The root of her conflict lay in her deep yearning for a sense of enchantment in her life. After working so hard for so long, she felt that experiencing one magical night was a small request, a fleeting escape from her otherwise demanding reality. This desire prompted her to overlook her reservations about Caleb.