In "Dragonfly in Amber" by Diana Gabaldon, the protagonist grapples with conflicting emotions. While he finds joy in his actions, there's an underlying tension caused by a significant concern. This internal struggle highlights the weight of pride, masculinity, and the quest for inner peace, all influenced by the presence of Frank, a pivotal figure in his life.

Frank serves as a crucial link to the past, overshadowing his sense of identity and emotional stability. The protagonist is compelled by the thought of Frank, illustrating how love and attachment can drive one's decisions, even when it challenges personal pride and emotional well-being.