What would I do without this world what would I do without this worldless world without questions Where to be only lasts when every moment Pour into the void in the forgetting of having been without this wave or in the end body and shadow together get clogged What would I do without this silence gushes murmurs furious to help help towards love Without this heaven that rises On the dust of her Lests What would I do I would do like yesterday like today Looking by my porthole if I am not alone to wander and turn away from all life In a puppet space speech among the voices locked up with me
The excerpt reflects a deep sense of existential contemplation, questioning the essence of life and the world around. The speaker wonders about their existence in a world filled with silence and uncertainty. They express a desire for connection and understanding amidst feelings of disconnection, emphasizing the struggle to find meaning in moments that can sometimes feel overwhelming and void-like.
The imagery used evokes a sense of isolation, as the speaker grapples with their thoughts and emotions. The reference to looking through a porthole signifies a longing for perspective and escape while navigating the complexities of existence. Ultimately, the quotes convey an internal dialogue on love, solitude, and the incessant search for purpose in a seemingly indifferent universe.