Lymond expressed his displeasure at being misunderstood or judged unfairly, comparing himself to a disease that others analyze without truly understanding him. His words reflect his frustration with how people perceive and discuss him, emphasizing that they haven't truly comprehended his nature or motives.
He voiced a desire for genuine understanding rather than superficial judgments, indicating that he feels misrepresented by others' interpretations. His statement highlights themes of miscommunication and the difficulty of being truly understood by those around him.