Sean reflects on the intense feelings that drove him to pursue Mary. The initial attraction he felt was overwhelming and instinctual, described as an “animal attraction” that was primal and raw. This deep-seated desire pushed him to be relentless in his pursuit, as he was captivated by her presence from the very first moment.

As he searches his memory to understand what made her take a chance on him, he realizes he can't pinpoint the exact moment but acknowledges the powerful connection that still exists between them. His longing for her remains just as strong as it was at the beginning of their relationship.