In Jhumpa Lahiri's "The Lowland," the character grapples with internal conflict, believing that Subhash is a rival for Bela's affection. This perception of competition feels unfair and deeply frustrating to her, leading to a sense of betrayal. However, she ultimately realizes that this rivalry is a product of her own choices and actions.
Her withdrawal from relationships is both gradual and self-imposed, illustrating a struggle against her own emotions. By distancing herself, she has excluded herself from the dynamics of love and connection, resulting in a profound sense of isolation and regret.