The protagonist reflects on her experience with insomnia following a period of adjustment after leaving home. Initially, her sleepless nights were frequent and troubling, but over time, she encountered only occasional bouts of sleeplessness. Despite this, she finds herself questioning the severity of these nights.

She realizes that the impact of insomnia isn’t as harsh as one might expect. Most mornings, she feels relatively unaffected, though a lingering moral annoyance manifests from the notion that she is wasting time when she could be sleeping. This introspection reveals her acceptance of her situation and a deeper understanding of her own needs.