She had to tell somebody, and Matthew would do. He would not be particularly interested, she knew, but she would tell him anyway. She had to share her joy, as Lou knew that joy unshared was a halved emotion, just as sadness and loss, when borne alone, were often doubled.
In the narrative, the character feels a compelling need to express her joy, and Matthew becomes her chosen confidant. Although she is aware that he may not be genuinely invested in her happiness, she still believes it's important to share her feelings. This highlights her desire for connection and communication, even with someone who may not fully understand her sentiments.
The excerpt reflects a deeper truth about emotions: joy, when kept...
