She thought of how she had never sat and had a long conversation with her father because he, too, refused to talk about himself. Someone else should speak instead, he said. If I don't speak, it means someone else will, which did not always turn out to be true.
The protagonist reflects on her strained communication with her father, noting that they have never engaged in a deep conversation. He seems to avoid discussing his personal life, believing that if he stays silent, others will fill the void with their words. This belief, however, does not always hold true, leaving gaps in their relationship.
This dynamic highlights the challenges of connection between them, as his reluctance to share creates distance. The unspoken thoughts and experiences linger, suggesting that both are longing for a deeper understanding, but neither is willing to initiate the dialogue needed to bridge that gap.
