In "Honor's Splendour" by Julie Garwood, the protagonist Madelyne finds herself puzzled by her strong emotional response towards Duncan. Despite her internal struggle, she cannot help but feel a rapid heartbeat when around him. This confusion highlights her desire to be unaffected by his charm, suggesting a deeper conflict within her.

As she steals a glance at Duncan, she notices how handsome he is, amplifying her frustration. Madelyne wishes he were unattractive, indicating her resistance to the feelings he evokes in her. This internal battle illustrates the complexity of her emotions and the challenges she faces in navigating them.