The character reflects on the potential changes in her perception of literature as she ages. She questions whether the allure and excitement of stories will diminish if her life becomes more stable and predictable, suggesting that literature serves as a source of inspiration and possibility.
This introspection highlights the connection between life's uncertainties and the appeal of fiction. As one’s path becomes clearer, the temptation to escape into other narratives may wane, raising the concern that the transformative power of reading could fade as life settles into a routine.