The protagonist struggles with a deep contempt for the Moroccans, viewing them through a lens of ignorance and backwardness. His disdain extends beyond them, as he is also critical of Europeans. This internal conflict reveals his complex feelings towards both cultures, suggesting an overarching disillusionment with humanity.

At the core of his self-loathing, he feels isolated and superior, believing that he alone avoids the faults he perceives in those around him. However, this sense of superiority is tainted by his profound self-hatred, indicating a deep psychological struggle and a search for identity amidst his contempt for the world.