Suddenly I realize that this is what I've been waiting for - a man who depends entirely on me... I dreamed for years of a man who couldn't live without me, a man who pictured my face when he closed his eyes, who loved me when I was a mess in the morning and when dinner was late and even when I overloaded the washing machine and burned out the motor. {My son} stares up at me as if I can do no wrong. I have always wanted someone who treats me the way he does; I just didn't know that I'd have to give birth to him.
In the quote from "Harvesting the Heart" by Jodi Picoult, the speaker reflects on a profound realization about the love and dependence of her son. She expresses a long-held desire for a deep connection with someone who relies on her fully, embodying the unconditional love and admiration that she has always sought. This desire transcends her own needs, as she finds fulfillment in the admiration of her child, who sees her as perfect despite any imperfections.
This moment of clarity highlights the intricate bond between mother and child, illustrating how motherhood can fulfill deep emotional cravings. The speaker acknowledges that she envisioned such love throughout her life but did not anticipate that it would manifest in her relationship with her son. Through this experience, she recognizes a unique and powerful form of love that comes from nurturing and being needed by another person, ultimately shaping her identity and sense of purpose.
