Sylvi harbored a deep desire to alter the unyielding expression in Dorogin's eyes and wished to rewrite the events that had unfolded in her life and the fate of her people. The weight of history pressed down on her, making her yearn for the power to change the past.

In her heart, she fantasized about Fthoom being swallowed by a sea monster, imagining how such a twist of fate would have spared her from the turmoil that followed. Sylvi's thoughts were filled with regret and a longing for a different reality, showcasing her struggle against the circumstances that shaped her existence.