In the book "Origin" by Jennifer L. Armentrout, the protagonist reflects on a series of tragic deaths that have occurred around them. The accumulation of these losses deeply affects them, leading to a personal struggle with anger and frustration. Despite grappling with these emotions, they maintain that they do not hold themselves responsible for these events.

The intensity of grief and anger manifests in a desire for violent retribution against the circumstances that led to these losses. The protagonist envisions a drastic, destructive response, highlighting their emotional turmoil and the weight of the deaths they have experienced. This inner conflict underscores the themes of loss and the fight against overwhelming situations in the narrative.