The prospect of watching the Crawford family at grips with itself was something that, blissfully, he wanted very much for his birthday.
The narrator expresses a desire to see the Crawford family dealing with their internal issues, which he finds appealing and worth celebrating. This anticipation shows his interest in family dynamics and conflicts, suggesting that he finds some kind of satisfaction or intrigue in their struggles.
He views this potential confrontation or self-examination as a worthwhile gift for his birthday, indicating that he values insights into the family's character and relationships more than material presents. His wish reflects a curiosity about personal and familial complexities within the Crawfords.
