In Denis Johnson's "Jesus' Son," the atmosphere at The Vine bar is described vividly, capturing a sense of melancholy and nostalgia. The absence of a jukebox is replaced by a stereo that plays songs reflecting themes of despair and heartache. The bartender, referred to as a nurse, serves drinks generously, creating a comforting yet sorrowful environment for the narrator who finds solace in alcohol while grappling with memories of loss and love.
The narrator reflects on a significant woman in his life, who embodies both a source of comfort and pain. Their interaction years later reveals a misunderstanding, highlighting the past's lingering influence on present relationships. The narrative conveys a deep emotional connection to this figure, revealing a mix of affection and concern, as the narrator recalls the struggles she faced. The combination of personal memory and shared suffering paints a poignant picture of love intertwined with sorrow.