In this passage, the narrator describes a moment of emotional intensity that leads to tears, not out of sadness but because of the profundity of the experience. The combination of feeling deeply and having the right words to express it creates a rare and beautiful moment. This highlights the significance of genuine emotion and meaningful expression in our lives.
Then I went to bed and cried into my pillow. I wasn't sad, not at all. It was just so beautiful to have an intense feeling and the right words at the same time.