The narrator reflects on a decision to avoid sleeping with Julian, feeling an emotional conflict due to his resemblance to Roarke, a significant figure in her past. The idea of being intimate with someone who evokes memories of Roarke feels disloyal and uncomfortable for her. This internal struggle highlights her complex feelings and boundaries regarding intimacy.
As Eve laughs off the situation, she realizes Nadine is serious, prompting a discussion about Julian's reputation. Although the narrator acknowledges their differences, the comparison still affects her decision-making. This exchange brings a mix of humor and contemplation, suggesting that attraction and emotional ties can complicate relationships.