Emma struggles with the relationship she has with her father, who tries to win her affection through lavish gifts. As a small child, she battles feelings of greed while facing the painful reality that, despite loving the beautifully wrapped presents, she cannot connect with the man giving them. This dilemma leaves her emotionally conflicted, wanting to appreciate the gifts while rejecting their source.

Her father’s use of attractive packaging, like 'sparkly Sellotape', makes the presents enticing, but for Emma, it's a bittersweet experience. The presents are appealing, yet they serve as a reminder of the disconnect between her and her father's affection, leading to a wistful longing for a different kind of relationship. This emotional struggle is poignantly captured in Carol Lee's book "To Die For."