There was only one small probelm. It wasn't Frank I reached for, deep in the night, waking out of sleep. It wasn't his smooth, lithe body that walked my dreams a roused me so that I came awake moist and gasping, my heart pounding from the half-remembered touch. But I would never touch that man again.Jamie, I whispered. Oh Jamie.
In the excerpt from "Voyager" by Diana Gabaldon, the narrator experiences a deep longing rooted in memories of intimacy and connection. They awaken from a dream that stirs powerful emotions, reflecting a past with someone significant. The intensity of the feelings is palpable, suggesting a mix of desire and regret.
Despite the vivid recollections of a past relationship, the narrator acknowledges that they can never rekindle that connection with Frank. Instead, their thoughts drift towards Jamie, another figure in their life, indicating a complex landscape of love and emotional ties that shape their current state. The moment encapsulates both yearning and the acceptance of lost possibilities.