There were times when {he} allowed himself to see clearly that he would end his working life, that was to say, his conscious thinking life, in this task, that all his thoughts would have been another man's thoughts, all his work another man's work. And then he thought it did not perhaps matter so greatly... It was a pleasant subordination, if he was a subordinate.
In "Possession" by A.S. Byatt, the protagonist reflects on his impending end of career, recognizing that he might finish his work contributing to another person's legacy rather than his own. This realization brings a mix of acceptance and contemplation about the significance of his contributions. He grapples with the idea that perhaps it isn't essential for his thoughts and efforts to be entirely his own.
The character finds a certain comfort in this situation, suggesting that being a subordinate in this context can be enjoyable. He perceives a sense of satisfaction in fulfilling a role that aligns with someone else's vision, indicating a deeper philosophical acceptance of his place within the collaborative nature of intellectual work.
