The protagonist reflects on their motivation for returning to Jacob, understanding that his struggle and emotional turmoil run deep. Despite the tension and bitterness between them, there is an undeniable bond formed through shared experiences. This connection compels the protagonist to acknowledge Jacob's pain, realizing it affects them profoundly.

Feeling an obligation to support Jacob despite the challenges ahead, the protagonist is determined to try to help him. This dedication stems not only from a sense of duty but also from the emotional connection they've developed. Jacob's suffering resonates with the protagonist, reinforcing their commitment to be there for him as he navigates through his difficulties.