The protagonist is in therapy, discussing her experiences and feelings related to her recent loss. She reflects on how her holiday activities reveal a deeper emotional withdrawal. The therapist’s gentle prompting leads her to recognize that her aversion to socializing stems from her grief.
Although she doesn’t express it openly, the intensity of her feelings signals a struggle with isolation and an overwhelming fear of interaction with others. This insight adds depth to her character, illustrating how profound loss can lead to a retreat from relationships and a longing for solitude.