Truth is, I can't believe her when she says she loves me. If she left once, she can leave again. If she can lie to me once, she can lie again. There's the bottom line-I love her but I don't trust her. I don't trust her not to run and take Mila with her.
The speaker expresses deep feelings of love for a woman but simultaneously struggles with a profound lack of trust. Past experiences have led them to doubt her sincerity, questioning her declarations of love. The fear of abandonment looms large, as the possibility of her leaving again causes anxiety.
This internal conflict reveals a painful dichotomy between love and trust. While the speaker is emotionally invested, the memories of betrayal cast a shadow over their relationship. The anxiety surrounding the potential loss of both the woman and her child, Mila, amplifies the speaker's discomfort and uncertainty.
