In this excerpt from "Moby-Dick" by Herman Melville, the speaker reflects on the inappropriate nature of smoking a pipe at their current stage in life. The pipe, an object typically associated with calm and tranquility, feels out of place amidst the struggles and burdens they carry. The imagery of "mild white vapors" and "mild white hairs" signifies a peaceful old age, contrasting sharply with the speaker's tumultuous experience symbolized by "torn iron-grey locks."
Ultimately, the speaker decides to cease smoking, recognizing that this act is no longer fitting for their circumstances. This moment of reflection highlights a deeper theme of the passage: the conflict between the desires for serenity and the harsh realities of life. The speaker's resignation to stop smoking suggests a broader acceptance of their current state and the diminishing innocence that accompanies age and experience.