What she loved was being admired, being wanted, being pursued-but she did not think she wanted ever to be caught.
In "The Lady Elizabeth" by Alison Weir, the protagonist revels in the allure of admiration and desire from others. Her enjoyment stems from being pursued and sought after, which offers her a sense of power and validation. This admiration fuels her confidence and status in society, allowing her to navigate her world with a sense of agency and allure.
However, despite this enjoyment, she harbors a deep-seated fear of commitment. The notion of being "caught" suggests a loss of autonomy and freedom that she is unwilling to accept. Thus, while she craves the attention and affection of admirers, she is cautious about fully surrendering to a relationship that may diminish her independence.
