As a child, she often awoke to the comforting sounds of her father's lawnmower and his friendly greetings to neighbors, which made her feel a deep sense of safety and security. Those summer mornings left a lasting impression of warmth and protection from her father's presence and activities just outside her window.

More recently, this feeling was rekindled by the gentle voice of Jamie Fraser, who spoke softly to his horses in Gaelic at dawn. This moment evoked the same sense of comfort she once experienced as a child, bringing back memories of familiarity and reassurance. However, that feeling of safety is now fleeting and distant.