And when I had nothing else to believe, as I always believe, firmly and truly in God and in everything that has and believes the Holy Roman Catholic Church, and being the deadly enemy, as I am, of the Jews, the historians should Have mercy on me and treat me well in your writings. But say what they want; How naked I was born, naked I find myself: I neither lose nor win; Although, for seeing me in books and walking through that world of hand in hand, I am not given a fig to say of me everything they want.
The quote reflects a deep sense of faith and a clear stance on personal beliefs. The speaker expresses unwavering belief in God and the doctrines of the Holy Roman Catholic Church, asserting the importance of these convictions in his life. Despite being at odds with certain groups, he seeks understanding from historians and a fair portrayal in their writings. He yearns for acknowledgment but remains indifferent to how he is perceived, emphasizing that he will return to his original state, unaffected by worldly opinions.
This passage from "Don Quijote of La Mancha" captures the complexities of the human experience, including themes of belief, identity, and the quest for self-understanding. The speaker realizes that regardless of external evaluations or historical narratives, his essence remains unchanged. He prioritizes his faith over worldly recognition, suggesting a profound inner strength and resilience that persists despite challenges from societal views or historical interpretations.