...you must say words, as long as there are any, until they find me, until they say me, strange pain, strange sin, you must go on, perhaps it's done already, perhaps they have said me already, perhaps they have carried me to the threshold of my story, before the door that opens on my story, that would surprise me, if it opens, it will be I, it will be the silence, where I am, I don't know, I'll never know, in the silence you don't know, you must go on, I can't go on, I'll go on
The quote reflects a deep existential struggle, where the speaker grapples with the concept of identity and the relentless pursuit of understanding oneself. The words express a persistent urgency, emphasizing the need to continue speaking and existing in the hope that clarity will emerge. This longing for recognition and understanding is coupled with an acknowledgment of a profound uncertainty about one's own existence and narrative.
The notion of being on the...