One of the happiest minutes I know is the minute, {...} people are an effort for me, including men. As for the mood, I don't make anything of it, as I said. Sometimes you get soft, but you start again. Fatigue symptoms! As with steel, feelings, so I found that Fatigue symptoms, nothing more, at least with me. You make a limp! Then it doesn't help to write letters so as not to be alone. It doesn't change; Afterwards you only hear your own steps in the empty apartment.
The quote reflects on the complex feelings associated with loneliness and human connection. The speaker acknowledges that interactions with people can sometimes feel like a burden, yet recognizes moments of joy that come unexpectedly. This highlights the dual nature of relationships, where one can feel overwhelmed while also seeking connection.
Additionally, the author discusses the fatigue that accompanies emotional struggles. The metaphor of steel conveys strength yet also vulnerability, implying that feelings can weigh heavily. Writing letters as a means to combat loneliness proves futile, as solitude remains a stark reality, leaving only the sound of one's footsteps in an empty space.
