When Simon was thinking about that meeting he was ashamed of his life. He certainly did not like his father. As for him, he admired his father. He remembered every word that he uttered, consuming his positions more and more. There is a sentence in particular that commented on his memory: “The condemnation of those who do not know what to do, a barbarian work.” When his girlfriend's uncle put the book of the Torah in his hands, he was influenced by Jesus' words that say: “Forgive them because they do not know what to do.” He knew that his father was an atheist, but the similarity between the two sentences was for him as if it was a hidden symbol, meaning that his father would desirable the path he chose.
In the context of an important meeting, Simon reflects on his life and his strained relationship with his father, who he admires despite not liking. He recalls his father's impactful words, especially one that expresses disdain for those who lack direction, which resonates with Simon and deepens his self-judgment. This moment of reflection highlights Simon's internal conflict and the weight he feels regarding his father's expectations and his own choices.
Additionally, an encounter with his girlfriend's uncle brings Simon to the teachings of Jesus, particularly the idea of forgiveness for those who are lost or misguided. Despite knowing that his father is an atheist, Simon finds a profound connection between the messages of his father's disdain and Jesus' compassion. This realization serves as a symbolic link for Simon, suggesting that his father's approval may lie in the path he has chosen, encouraging him to reconcile his feelings of shame and admiration.