The excerpt discusses the complex views on suicide, questioning why it's regarded as the gravest sin. The narrator reflects on the paradox of how life is portrayed as a journey to a wonderful afterlife, yet taking one’s own life is seen as a pathway to that afterlife. This contradiction leads to feelings of guilt and misunderstanding regarding the act itself.
The comparison to queue-jumping at a Post Office illustrates a societal reaction to suicide that seems disproportionately harsh. While cutting in line might draw disapproval, it doesn’t evoke threats of eternal damnation. This demonstrates society's inconsistent and severe judgments surrounding the act of suicide, highlighting the need for a compassionate understanding of its complexities.