In "To Green Angel Tower, Part 2" by Tad Williams, the character reflects on the reasons behind their struggles and efforts. They believe that the motivation for their actions lies in the pursuit of peace, suggesting an underlying hope for resolution and tranquility in life. This perspective shows a deep yearning for harmony amid chaos.

However, the character realizes a harsh truth: despite their hopes, the pursuit of peace often remains elusive. This realization underscores a profound sense of frustration and disillusionment, highlighting that the efforts made may not lead to the desired outcomes, leaving them grappling with a cycle of unfulfilled expectations.