The protagonist grapples with unresolved guilt from her past, reflecting on her childhood with a sense of regret. Despite her adulthood, she longs to revisit those formative years to alter her experiences, particularly her awkward clothing choices and feelings of insecurity. This desire highlights her struggle with self-acceptance and the weight of past decisions.

Her longing suggests that even small, innocent mistakes can leave a lasting impression, influencing one’s self-perception. This internal conflict illustrates the complexities of growing up and the difficult journey towards self-forgiveness and acceptance.