In this excerpt from "Priestdaddy: A Memoir" by Patricia Lockwood, the author reflects on the experience of feeling like a child despite being an adult. The imagery of shrinking and donning an oversized business suit symbolizes the pressure to conform to adult expectations. She feels exposed and recognizes her facade, conveying a sense of vulnerability as she realizes her true self, which contrasts sharply with societal roles.

Lockwood also explores the concept of home, questioning what it truly means. She ponders whether it's a physical space shaped by certain conditions or an emotional state characterized by comfort and familiarity. This introspection evokes a deep connection to her surroundings, illustrating the complexity of home as a place of both security and confinement, leaving her feeling embraced yet uncertain about when she will break free from this embrace.