In "The Goldfinch" by Donna Tartt, the protagonist grapples with the idea that beauty can change one's perception of reality. This contemplation leads to a recognition that the quest for untainted beauty can often lead to disillusionment and pain. While there is a longing for something deeper that beauty should be connected to, the challenge remains in identifying what that deeper meaning is.

Additionally, the character reflects on personal identity and values, questioning their fixation on superficial matters rather than what is truly significant. They acknowledge a paradox: while they understand that their attachments may be illusory, the allure of beauty remains compelling and a source of fulfillment. This tension between awareness and desire encapsulates a human struggle with meaning and authenticity in a world colored by beauty.