Even as we improved as teachers and as students, the children continued to have raging impulse-control problems; the very thing that made them spontaneous and immediate could also make them mean...The other teachers and I had dreamed of taking the kids on field trips, to remove them from the grip and tangle of life -- of a day on the beach; of sandy, sacramental hot dogs; of playing in the ocean, making sculptures, and drawing with sticks. But we could barely manage them in class.
Despite the progress made as educators and learners, the children still struggled significantly with impulse control, which manifested as both spontaneity and unkindness. This paradox highlighted the challenges faced by teachers who wanted to harness the kids' energy positively. The educators envisioned enriching experiences, like field trips to the beach, where the students could enjoy freedom and joy away from the constraints of everyday life.
However, the reality was that managing the children's behavior within the classroom proved to be a daunting task. The teachers' aspirations of providing broader, more immersive learning experiences were stymied by the immediate need to maintain order and focus in their daily interactions. This tension between idealistic goals and practical limitations reflects the complexity of teaching children with diverse emotional and behavioral needs.