Had she ever made promises to a faithless reflection in the mirror? Had she ever cried because she hated someone so much? Had she ever craved betrayal to the point where she pushed the crudest fantasies into reality, coming up with sequences that she and nobody else could read, moving the game as you play it? Could she locate the moment she went dead inside? Does she remember the year it took to become that way? The fades, the dissolves, the rewritten scenes, all the things you wipe away...
The protagonist reflects on her inner turmoil and struggles with her identity, questioning whether she has made unrealistic promises or felt intense hatred towards others. She is captivated by the idea of betrayal, contemplating how it has influenced her thoughts and reality, creating a narrative only she understands. These reflections lead her to wonder about the timeline of her emotional desolation and the events that have contributed to her current state of being.
She grapples with the pain of memory, pondering the moments that have faded away and the essence of the person she used to be. This journey through her psyche reveals a deeper understanding of her self-neglect and the emotional scars she carries, which serve as a poignant reminder of her complexities and the consequences of her past actions.
