The character experiences a persistent suspicion that their environment resembles a pyramid scheme, where many could end up disappointed or deprived if they fail to recognize the underlying deception. This unsettling thought troubles him, suggesting a deeper sense of distrust toward the system in which he finds himself.

Despite his concerns, he grapples with the notion that this skepticism might stem from a personal flaw, possibly an ingrained sense of ingratitude. This inner conflict highlights the tension between his instincts and the societal norms he navigates, revealing complex emotions about participation and authenticity in their community.