He had said she was provocative; so she was, she needed to prove she was there to be seen; but the proof always, contradictorily, drove her to further uncertain agony of guilt and self-distaste.
The character grapples with the complexities of her own identity and the conflicting perceptions of others. She embraces her provocative nature, feeling the pressure to assert her presence and be noticed. However, this quest for validation leads to a painful cycle of guilt and self-reproach.
Her need to be seen, which stems from societal expectations, exacerbates her internal struggles. Despite her outward confidence, the relentless pursuit of approval only deepens her feelings of uncertainty and self-doubt, highlighting the intricacies of her emotional landscape.
