In this excerpt, the character reflects on his feelings towards Fraser, who is now a defeated enemy rather than the equal he once saw him as. The speaker grapples with emotions of disdain and superiority, yet feels a deep self-loathing as these thoughts fester within him. This inner conflict highlights the complexity of honor and responsibility, particularly in the context of war.
Fraser has become a prisoner of war under Grey's jurisdiction, transforming their relationship into one of captor and captive. Despite any previous camaraderie, Grey acknowledges that Fraser is now his charge, bringing forth a sense of duty that weighs heavily on him. This shift emphasizes how war can alter personal connections and the moral dilemmas that arise from such changes.