The character struggles with intense emotions and a desire to push someone away. Despite realizing that he has the power to hurt her deeply with carefully chosen words, he is torn internally. Part of him feels that freeing himself from her presence would allow him to move more swiftly and without the burden of her expectations.

However, this moment of clarity brings forth a disturbing thought that clashes with his anger. Instead of feeling justified in his desire to banish her, he grapples with the implications of such a decision, suggesting an inner conflict between his resentment and his deeper connections.