The character finds solace in moments of stillness, yearning for the chaos of the world to fade away. He enjoys the quiet that follows the noisy games, appreciating the peace that comes when distractions dissolve. This respite allows him to connect with his inner thoughts and feelings.
Mornings are particularly cherished, as he lies in bed, observing the delicate interplay of sunlight on the wall. The flickering light serves as a metaphor for his restlessness and yearning for tranquility amidst the external disorder, highlighting his preference for solitude and reflection.