The protagonist reflects on her feelings of disdain in a society that values wealth, feeling both scorned for her current poverty and for the wealth that once belonged to her family. This creates a paradox where she is judged not just for her current status, but for the perceived inheritance of riches that never truly belonged to her. It highlights the burdens of social expectations tied to money and reputation.
This sentiment captures the broader commentary on how individuals are often held accountable for the actions or circumstances of others, akin to being judged for crimes merely by association. Atwood skillfully explores themes of identity, societal judgment, and the complex relationship individuals have with wealth and status throughout "The Blind Assassin."