I have been in perturbation of mind for days, debating whether I shall write it, and now, having written, whether to send it.
The quote expresses the inner turmoil of the speaker, who has been wrestling with thoughts about writing something significant for several days. This person is caught between the desire to express their thoughts and the hesitation that comes with potentially sharing them. It reflects a common struggle between creation and self-doubt.
In the context of the book "The Lord John Series 4-Book Bundle" by Diana Gabaldon, this feeling of uncertainty can resonate with characters who face difficult decisions. The act of writing becomes a metaphor for revealing one's true self and the fear of vulnerability that accompanies it.
