I looked for her all day but didn't see her, not in the yard, not through a window, I promised myself I would stay until I found her, but as night began to come in, I knew I had to go home, I hated myself for going, why couldn't I be the kind of person who stays?
The protagonist expresses a profound sense of loss and longing as they search for someone important to them throughout the day. Despite their determination to find her, they come to the painful realization that night has fallen, pushing them to leave. This internal conflict showcases their desperation and regret for not being able to remain until the search is successful.
This moment highlights the themes of absence and the desire for...
