I pray not to be such a whiny, self-obsessed baby, and give thanks that I am not quite as bad as I used to be {talk about miracles}. Then something comes up, and I overreact and blame and sulk, and it feels like I haven't made any progress at all. But it turns out I'm less of a brat than before, and I hit the reset button much sooner, shake it off, and get my sense if humor back.
In her book "Help Thanks Wow: The Three Essential Prayers," Anne Lamott reflects on personal growth and the struggles of self-awareness. She expresses a desire to become less self-centered and to appreciate the positive changes she has made over time. Despite moments of overreaction where she falls back into old patterns of blame and sulking, she recognizes that her progress is tangible. The notion of miracles, in this context, means that even small improvements in her behavior are significant.
Lamott acknowledges that while she still faces challenges, her ability to bounce back is better than before. She emphasizes that she can now return to a lighter mindset much quicker, rediscovering her sense of humor. This insight highlights the ongoing journey of personal development, where acknowledgment of setbacks does not erase the overall progress made. It illustrates a journey of faith, gratitude, and resilience in the face of life's difficulties.
