Sometimes - oh, just once in a blue moon-I resist being receptive to God's generosity, because I'm busy with a project and trying to manipulate Him or Her into helping me with it, or with getting my toys fixed or any major discomfort to pass. But God is not a banker or a bean counter. God gives us even more, which is so subversive. God just gives, to us, to you and me. I mean, look at us! Yikes. God keeps giving, forgiving, and inviting us back.
In the passage, the author reflects on the times when she struggles to receive God's generosity due to her own distractions and desires. She admits that she often tries to manipulate God into assisting her with personal projects and challenges, failing to recognize that God's nature is not transactional. Instead of being a banker counting blessings, God gives freely and abundantly, regardless of human flaws.
This generous and forgiving nature of God is highlighted as being truly radical. Despite our imperfections, God continuously offers grace, inviting us back into a relationship of love and acceptance. This perspective encourages a deeper appreciation for the divine generosity that is always available, reinforcing the idea that God's support transcends typical expectations.
