I think you still love me, but we can't escape the fact that I'm not enough for you. I knew this was going to happen. So I'm not blaming you for falling in love with another woman. I'm not angry, either. I should be, but I'm not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong.
The speaker reflects on a complex emotional state, acknowledging that they still hold love for their partner despite the reality of unfulfilled needs in the relationship. They recognize an inevitable outcome where their partner has developed feelings for someone else, accepting this without anger or blame. Instead, they confront a profound sense of pain that is more intense than they had anticipated.
This acknowledgment illustrates a deep understanding of love and its limitations. The speaker grapples with heartache, grappling with the idea that their worth and the inability to fully satisfy their partner's needs have led to this painful situation. The acknowledgment is not just about loss, but also about the inherent sadness that comes from realizing that love alone doesn’t guarantee fulfillment in a relationship.